love

What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind. Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it. Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect. Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection. Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none. William Shakespeare.

lunes, 14 de junio de 2010

anorexica anorexica anorexica anorexica hasta en la sopa!





Aun así acabo de darme cuenta que me han colgado como "algo" para toda mi vida,aveces lo hacen notar y otras veces no, solo cuando se creen que las cosas me van mal.No es justo , siempre sera algo que no me diferencia de ser solo yo misma.Si he sido algo durante un tiempo y hago creer que ja NO porque sigue estando detras de sus sucias mentes, puede que en algun momento de mi vida vuelva a serlo?Porque ahora tengo que apurar todo lo del plato cuando nunca lo he hecho? Esque si no lo hago ja piensan mal?

domingo, 13 de junio de 2010


Estoy ARTA/CANSADA cada vez que me dicen "quando estes bien..ja aras esto/lo otro" que diferencia hay una cosa de la otra? esque no se dan cuenta ? porque tienen que relacionarlo ? me da muhco corage que digan eso no lo soporto le sestamparia una ostia en la cara TT si no lo hago es porque no me la gana o porque no me apetece no porque este "mal". BAH' +vomito estelar+

viernes, 11 de junio de 2010

my pain.



El dolor de la verdad me abofeteó con fuerza; había dejado escapar la única oportunidad de ser feliz y allí encerrada aprendí a llorar sin lágrimas

Esta soy YO..



Como describirme? si fuera tan facil..a lo largo de mi exitencia he hido comprendiendo que soy alguien bastante complicada de entender pero MUY facil de hacerse querer y de no poder mostrarlo hacia los demas.Evitativa incontrolada e infeliz , 2 intentos de suicido ,2 ingesos , sadorexica y bordeline ignosticada ..hace dos años mi vida dio un vuelco a lo que yo no havia sido nunca pero que lo encuentro altamente adictivo.Tímida , detestable ,repulsiva ,incapaz puedo llegar a ser tantas cosas que aveces pierdo la cuenta incluso pierdo el razonamiento de quien puedo/soy llegar a ser.Estoy jodidamente perdida y agotada de seguir existiendo.Hace 16 años nací para ser esta misetrable persona.Feliciddes Mama.


Peso actual : 54
Primera meta: 48
Segunda meta: 45
Meta final : 43/42
Gran reto : MANTENERLO
Mido: 1.71m

i want to be skinny




Estuve pensando , hace casi 2 años que deseo e intentado estar basicamente delgada,recuerdo lo del ingreso y otras muchas cosas más cada una con su historia llena de personas y de vidas..en cambio yo sigo aqui siendo la misma inutil de siempre..